This is the beat tape where shit gets personal. I had a horrible job that was getting darker by the minute and I was feeling increasingly trapped and emasculated. I feel like a part of me is missing after that experience, and the first two beats on this tape still hit close to home and remind me of that time. However, there is also anger attached to this experience, so you get tracks like Ferrigno (one of the beats in this series that you will later hear me rapping on for my 2022 album). But I messed up and mis-spelled Ferrigno with just one R. That is the sort of shit that happens when you do all this by yourself though, so it's all good. It will be spelled correctly when it appears on my album later.
This is the most meaningful beat tape in this series to me, because it so perfectly captures every shade of trying to be happy in a very unhappy, belittling, and hostile environment. If you feel any of the feelings in this tape, you now know you are not the only one. This tape is personal, but also very exciting with some nice high points and shifts on mood, however briefly, so you understand the energy of feeling like you are living on the edge of some big thing that might eat you alive. I made it though, and those people can kiss my ass if they are ever lucky enough to read this (they won't be).
Feel free to ignore this tape and just vent about bad bosses and jobs below. I'm totally here for some stories if you have any.